I Find Myself Wandering

by Isabel Sandone

Artwork by Carlie Gausch

Artwork by Carlie Gausch

 
 

i find myself wandering the streets

once again

wet from the midnight rain

by myself lyrics in my head

twirling around every corner

until i find a lit-up window

bodies move synchronized

vibrations run through the ground

the door opens

for me

i enter

quickly pulled into dance

sweat running down my body

as i’m stuck between everyone

she’s a flash at first

but as i stop spinning i see her clearly

she’s beautiful

everyone disappears

until it’s her and i

her lips form a smile

that cause an ecstasy in itself

we’re next to each other

and her hands on my curves

hours go by as we explore each other

and i’ve never been happier

just as quick as it started

it ends

glass forms between us

and i can no longer feel her

she begins to turn to ash

and is swept away

i wake up

and realize it was all a dream

because love never happens

for someone like me


Carlie Gausch is a senior English literature and American history double major from Reading, Pennsylvania. She is the senior editor of Pitch. She can be found in Hartzel Hall, the Marcia Walsh Alumnae Museum, or getting bubble tea.

Isabel Sandone is a freshman. She plays tennis for Cedar Crest College and is a criminal justice and psychology double major. She loves writing!